Not Knowing Sucks

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My feelings for you  is something that i cannot explain in simple terms.

Wondering when you are going to text or call just isn’t me

yet that’s how i am with you.

Thinking about what you’re doing and if a thought of me ever crosses your mind isn’t me either

yet that’s how i am with you.

the fact that i screen any text or call while i’m playing my favorite game, but put my life on hold for you is definitely not me…

yet that’s how i am with you.

You see, understanding this isn’t my biggest issue, matter fact i could care less.

What bothers me is not knowing if that’s how you are with me…